DuNnO Y..

last night, i cnt sleep..i dunno y..when my dad called me and sis sleep
coz today nid wake up early to send him to the bus stop(bac to Johor)..
my sis can sleeep very fast but i cant..
i dunno y..
i cried!!
bcoz of sumthin..sumthin really made me cry lik hell..
i wun cried in front of anyone lik tat..
coz when ppl ask me y, i dunno how i suppose to answer them..
coz i cant tell them..if i really say it out, many frenz will say im stupid...
y i suppose to cry??but i dunno y..
i miss..really miss...
but i dunno tis dream wil cum true ant...
i really hope..
dreams come true--cn happen on me???
haha..impossible...
mayb i onli cn cry lik last night in the midnight..
so.........
i cried frm 2 sumthin until 4 o'clock..haha..crazy me...
y i cry??i din cry bcoz of the 'reason' b4..
really!!..when i wan to cry the tearswun come out..
but last night, my tears fallin lik water..haha..
i cnt stop coz i stil thinkin of the things..
after i stop thinkin, really!my tears stop fallin..
haha..
i dunno suld use fallin tis word ant...
sry la..my eng nt so gud..

when cn i stop tis thinkin??


but no one wil noe..

FreAK!!!!!

Damn!!really freaK!!!!
juz now i was online to check my mail box..suddenly an advertisement appear..
fine,,then i open it and play play lo..
it posted "CHECK UR CRUSH ON ......"
im curious the advertisement then i played it..
finally...it sent message to my phone and asked me to on the action..
then it said im perfect to a Malay boy named Muhammad wat wat...
OMG!!!!then it said nid to charge $10/week!!!
walau!!!
i fast fast stop tat freak thing..
nw am very very scare my phone money wil go...
nonono!!
i wun trust these adver again!!!
i was angry and scare juz now!!
HATE!!!!
if my money gone, i dunno wat cn i do....




HELP!!!!!


really wan to sing S.O.S=(

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dunno y..
suddenly i had a feeling...
tis feeling i always felt anytime in everywher..
the feelings is...i'll lost my frenz..
i dunnno y la...sumtime i was thinkin"i introduce my fren to another fren..
i wil scare tat i'll nt the best frenz of them again..
both of them wil be better if they are together..
Y??
is tat means i cnt make all my frenz play together?
NO!!!i DUN LET IT HAPPEN!!
coz i lik happy,,,fun,,,,and dun make whoever sad 1..
u cn say am a selfish...but i cn say it to u"i juz scare i wil lost u all...
pls...
dun forget me..
if nt..
i'll lost my happy face when u see me..
coz we lost the best relationship...

luv u all..

MY FRENZZZ

ReAchED JoHoRRRRR lE>>>

yahooooooooo...finally yesterday i reached Johor odi..
OMG!!the bus was going to kill me...nt comfort at all and made me wanna VOMIT!!
hampir pengsan..pity me...
but finally reach here la...i realized tat Johor has many highways and factories...
lik Nippon Paint(walau~a very very big big factory), Celcom, and others la....
but different between Kuching la...
dad's new apartment is better than there...the room, the floor, toilet and ALL~~
but am stil nt so adapt tis environment..dunno y...
haha..ytd and 2day went to Tebrau City..here is very very better than Epoh..
coz have many brand here and SALE~~~~
dunno y really miss FDS alot..i vv hope cn travel wit all of them..
my old frenz also..joee,shu yann and others...
i really pround coz we cn go out frm condo at 10 sumthin then until 8 sumthin onli bac to condo...
haha...my feet pain until bcum red odi..but nvm la..bought lots of things..
tomoro i wil go to S'pore..dunno hav enuf money to buy things ant..
haha..
so i stop here la...lazy le...



StAY SmILE n HaPi hOlIdAy O.o

p@rT II..

okie..
15th is peiyin's and yingxin's farewell..
yili cnt cum coz she was nt in ipoh..
but fine..it was so nice..
my leo president(LEE)and vice also cumm..
haha..
they very cool and cold..
also dun talk de..
cham lo...
and then almost the boys cam thr..
but i din choi them..
bcoz they always LC de..
sinyee cam to ipoh and stayed in peiyin's house..
mayb today go bac to gua musang lu..
haiz..
16th me, my sis,weixiang,yongxiang,yongxi,jeff
we went to jusco..
1st we decided to sing k-box..
but aftertat the three gays(wakaka) said wan to watch movie better (coz they dunno how to sing)
THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL..
OMG..
quite nice la..
but i slept 5-10 mins..
wahaha..
coz too tired..
after finished
xinjie,xinyin and weixiang went to K-BOX!!!
so nice man...
haha..
i almost "short" odi
they two almost wan to pengsan~~
LALALA...
coz i almost six months din went inside the box and sing..
hahah..
SUPER TROUPER~~
tis song later wil cum out by me, weixiang and my sis..
haha..
i taught weixiang to pose..
hehe..he was very obedient..nt bad...
then weixiang drove us to DMS ther to visit ppl..
haha..
i lik to sit in his car..
his driving technic nt bad...
haha..
next time muz cal him to go out station...wakaka..
17th...
3J1 ppl cal me go to lost world..
henry's bufday...
we played frm 11 until 3 sumthing..
ok lu..
but i stil nt familiar with them..except henry la...
but they also very kind de..
haha...
after tat i turned black jor..
omg...
haiz..
bt nvm lu...
its ok la...

tatz all la...
mayb tonite i wil post again gua^^

LaTe..

very loooooong time din cum here le..
but tis few days happened many things la..
8th my sis cam bac frm taylors college le..
mummy cooked many delicious food for her..
me also ate abit onli(on diet ma)..
wakaka..
now everyday morning walk(except sunday la)..
all the lou ye also go ther..
then i always nid to cal auntie here..uncle ther..
haha..
i hav so many frenz..
and then 12th i went bac to DMS..
my teacher wan to stay about one n a half hrs ther..
but i dunno y so the time gone..
then 13th was a very gud day..
DMS had a CONCERT!!
haha.
i reached ther at 4 sumthing..
i really nt siok coz i cnt go ther earlier to see my frenz were preparin..
to visit bac my FDS frenz..
my a xiang and gib gib..
haha..
the concert nt bad..gib gib was singing!!OMG!!
last time FDS he juz onli act din sing..
then now sing gou bun...
keke...
always fang dien de..but i din receive it~~lALALA~~~
14th my auntie's son wedding..
OMG~~
tat was my 1st time went to church...
really nice..
i told my mummy next time i also wan..
but im nt a christian...
and then the lunch was in the SYUEN HOTEL..
my second time went ther..
hehe..
the bridegroom act is my kau fu..
he said many things until he cried...
his and his father's eng so nice!!
jealous me..
okie..
the is part 1..
stil hav little bit to write..




TO BE CONTINUE....

nO nExT tiME guA..

today i went bac to popo house afternoon...
gorgor asked me to play mahjong..
but at tat time i din wan to play coz i juz cam bac..i was veri tired..
so i passed bac to gorgor...
then at night after finished my dinner..
i asked them again to playy...
yiteng she borrowed my novel so she wanna to read..
huanteng din wan to play coz she din win today...
gorgor dun wan to play coz i brought the laptop so he wan to play..
the thunder is lightning so many times..
so mummy asked me to go bac early..
but i haven play mahjong today..
i touch them and even no chance to play...
y i wan to go so early..
but all of them also dun wan to play with me..
u all took ur advantages frm me then nvr think of me???
y i shud stil gv wat u want?
y i stil wan to be stupid?
i dunnno tis is the last time anot..
but i noe tat my laptop wun appear again gua...
haiz..
yesterday i cleaned my room..
i found bac the newpaper about the fds...
suddenly i felt tat i miz them so much...
more than them..
more than anything..
coz last year i no nid to pretend be another myself..
i juz dun wat i lik..
dancing, singin, play, hav fun with frenz..
tats wat i wan always..
i lik to hav fun..
i lik to smile..
i lik to kepo..
i lik to be crazy..
i lik to sing k..
tis all happened last year..
fds..
but y wil happened lk tat?
mayb last time din happened the things...
mayb now im stil be with them..
we stil dancing..
we stil fightin..
we stil....
haiz..
i really hope tat i cn perform the musical show again..
with them..
stil the same..
really..

MorNinG WaLK..

today started morning in DR Park..
wakaka..dunno walked how many rounds odi...
OMG!!scare tomoro my leg wil be cacat...
haha...its nt bad la...i cn keep fit...
aiyo...
excited tomoro...
rebonding third times...dunno front use wat hairstyle..
haiz..
wic style i cn use?
really confused..
mayb auntie cn help me..perhaps la..
DMS comment i wil post up later...coz too many nid to write..
coz i never forget wat we happened in the sweet memory..
we r dancing, singin, practicin all the time..
all the fun is cnt gv me by other ppl..
coz those memories made me felt tat i've never been ignore by everyone..
they made me smile, made me cry, made me unhappy, made me angry and watever..
but finally we're all in tis together..
tis team never dismiss in my heart...
although the musical wun be act again..
our frenship wun forget by anyone rite??
dear, miss you all..
muackzzz~~~

Begin in Johor...++frenz comments++

Daddy odi went to Johor tis morning le...
he stil wan us rmb to go ther to meet him..
haiz..dunno why...
i felt very tried coz going here going ther...
juz came bac frm Sarawak odi then next month nid to go to Johor..
aiyo...very tired la...onli take the bus odi wasted 6-7 hrs odi lo...
almost one day..if take a flight in subang, mummy said the flight nt lik Air Asia or MAS,
onli a small plane...then nt comfortable also...
haiz...mayb i shud buy my private plane then ask a pilot fly her fly ther..
mayb tats a gud idea gua..haha
cum bac to ipoh liao...
muz check out my dear frenz and go shoppin la, K-box la watever...
at least dun make me bored in house..
haha...luckily my angie (neighbours' baby) always find me..
make me very happpy and lik to play wit her...
wakaka..
shu yann, stil rmb me anot?
aiyo...long time din find u, scare our relationship is nt so gud odi...
muz check me out la..
at least let me noe tat u r miss me..hehe
joee, muz rmb buy souvenir for me oo..
if nt next year i dun go to find u..
but next time u odi is morning section, haiz...
chances decrease odi..
kit yee, cui ting, li hua, and so on...dun forget me..
jessie, hows ur lou gong and u?
gt miss me anot ya??haha..
holiday went wher??everyplace nid 1 souvenir ya^^
more sweet odi la??ur lou gong very fei cai de...
red nose ooi, in Korea ther gt saw any leng zhai anot?
muz introduce to me ya^^
scare u wil drop class..but i dun dare to ask u...
i noe actually u r stil care about ur result...but u dun wan to say it out
y??we r best frenz..i hope tat our frenship wun be effect by anything..
peiling, u r stil angry wit me...i noe..
but y nid to waste the time and the mode??
y our frenship wil bcum lik this?
i really dun lik it...i hope tat u cn choi me..can hv fun wit u lik b4...
but u r gone...u r bac to Sungai Besar...
dun forget me, k??
ying hui, i really hapi coz hv u..
u r pretty cute, cool...i lik to tell my personal things wit u bcoz u wun say out...
u wil help me to keep coz i dun lik to keep my secret in my heart...
tat r so difficult(but mayb sometimes nid la)
i lik u dear, our frenship is FOREVER!!
ching yee, i din angry u the whole year..
i noe u r gud person, but i dun lik ur mad face...
it makes me felt nt comfort..coz i lik fun..
i lik my fren always hapi..u noe?
sometimes i wil jealous coz u always nt find me...
so i hate different class wit all of u..
i LOVE my FRENZ!!~~
mUacKZZ~~



{...next post is about DMS...}

Finally...

haha...
finally i cum bac to Epoh lo...
really siok man...
haha...
actually im nt really enjoy tis trip(sometimes la)..
coz there is hot and very bored..
i went to Sarawak Cultural Village lu...
lik the house and the performance^^
many orang asli there...and the place is different...
i went to damai beach there.....
the damai puri resort dun let me go to the beach and play..
and said tat onli members cn go to the beach..
next time i wil ask my dad let me stay ther about 10 days ..
and play the water!!!
erm..
very suprise tat my fren suddenly said wan go to s'pore to study..
my pei pei!!
yi li and ying xin...
u all are very intelligent and obedient...
ur results scare me...
how cn my english so weak and ur english cn score 80++?!
haiz...
my english muz jia you odi lo..
if nt i cnt go to s'pore and find u lo...
haha..
mayb i wil go ther on christmas...
haiz...
my dear fren..
dun forgot me!!
miz u ya..
yeeeer...geli geli...

Let's beGiN..

I realize tat mayb i should create a blog to show my feelings and wat i wan to say..
if u put all ur feelings into ur heart, r u happy?
who can help u if u really wan to say it out??
mayb open a blog wil help me...
to say it out tat....
i DUN LIK to feel UNHAPPY n CRY!!!