just now suddenly receive a message from a person..
this new i noe that i will lik it..but if i am a person who stay without any person..and can drive alone..sure i wil accpet this idea..but since im stil too young..my parents wil help me to choose this option..so..their option is NO..
i really sad and cnt afford to dun let my tears come out but..they came out..i noe they dun wan bcoz they scare there is no time to let us family be together bcoz i nid to stay in ipoh for the practise..and oso my mum will nid to fetch me all the time and stay alone in home..but do they noe wat is the thing i wan??
i lik perform..for sure..no matter how terrible or horrible my performance is..but i enjoy the experience..i lik to sing and dance..no matter how the key is out of tune..i can find the happiness during the singing and dancing..i lik be with friends..no matter who they are..but i lik to be with them outside the school..my social will be better..
but..all the things went bad bcoz the time management..my dad is working out of perak..my sis is studying in sunway ther..and my mum and i are stil staying in ipoh..i am in control of my parents bcoz im too young and small..
i wish to go bac..bcoz i can enjoy the dance and sing again in a show..i stil can perform in front of many ppl...
but the thing is..i was forced to concentrate in my study..parents' idea i must accept and cnt do any objection..i nid to follow wat they want and cnt say anything..i nid to stop any fun and just study study and study..tats all??
then do you noe wat is my feeling??
so..can gv me some miracle??
1 comment:
Yeah..I totally understand you. I'm not sure what is it that you meant, but sometimes we have to tolerate with our parents. Like I really really really really really really want to learn dancing (especially hip hop ♥), but my parents didn't allow cuz it was inappropriate, but look at the bright side, at least there are some hip hop lessons on youtube ☺
I was thinking maybe I could learn many more things after I start to earn my own $$money$$. cuz by then no one can stop me. right now, the most important thing is to get good results to secure a bright future so tht we can do whatever we want ^^
Actually last time I don't really pay much attention to my studies, dunno why come to Poi Lam then like this already..haiz..
PS. if I misunderstood then pls tell me!!
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